Untold feelings...

It's been awhile since I updated...Lots have happened.

My life is really just screwed up...thinking of the past till now, how many things have I lost? Be it those who should be in my life nurturing me or those things that I cherish or even people I love. I have lost many but gain few. What's better? Life is screwing me deeper..All I wished was to be a normal teen that can spent my youth without having to worry about what I shouldn't be facing right now; decisions and many many more. But sadly speaking, dreams normally don't last long, I woke up realising I am not one who have the luxury of many things.

Things get better and better each day. I went for practise for GenRE and I EMO.ed all the way because I couldn't play much. One of the worst remarks was 'Woah...5 bass-ist, but only hear one person playing'. What to do? People like me not so professional as you in music can? Consider myself stupid for even entertaining this remark. But guess what? I am not alone! Becuase the rest of the bass-ist also EMO.ed..

Anyways, I also dont know. I feel happy for other but deep down, I am still sad. Haha, my project ended really nicely and I guessed everyone in class enjoyed the games that were planned. Haiz, this kind of feeling it one of the worst...I believe there is going to be more to come..But...can I overcome it? I don't know.

Anyways, I also don't want others to EMO so I guess, I am all by myself huh? *used to it.

Dave and Jin Jin

Jereen and Medeline

The 5 person clique.

Together we stand united we fall! :))

Wen Fung

Jin Jin

Me :))

Jin Jin #that idiot.

Dave #that fat boy

Guo Cong and Me

Joo Hwee

Jereen

Melissa

Joo Hwee and Me

Me Medeline and Bianca

HAHA~ I won the water bomb.

W24H :))

Thinking of all the negative thoughts, there is still always reasons for me to smile. I will try my best to cherish it because I have lost too much to let let go of more people. Yes, my life may be screwed; but I will unscrew it.  Somehow, after blogging, there is this relieve. I feel better. I love you all W24H. :))

Nice to meet you.

This is a Thailand song; HAHA, I have Thailand blood in me so I don't think it is weird posting? Anyways, I know this song because of AuditionSea~ This song is one of the nicest song I have see; Maybe because it reminds me of this one person? Haha, enjoy!! :)

Encouragements

Encouragements; sometimes are needed.

Wow! It has been so long since I updated…

Hmmm, a lot of things have happened so much so I thought I was going to lose it anytime!! Haha, maybe it’s over exaggerating? Anyways, this week has been a week for mw to reflect who I am; or rather who I should be. To be honest, I am not sure how other people view me. One of my friend viewed me as one who has high ego and ‘quite’ proud..Haha! Am I? I think at times, I am. Aiya…basically, I hope I did portray something different; unique.

Today in church, I sensed something different. It is the joy of worshipping and I really had a fun time flagging and dancing. And I really thank God for his faithfulness in my life, much have happened and guess what? He has sustained me. AMEN!!

School has been really tiring. Very dap power point, 6P (all ‘p’) LOL! Anyways, UT is over! Come to think of it, I would miss W24H a lot! Because we are going to change class soon…I am not sure if it is a good thing or a bad thing; but I guess some things still would not change; the fact that we all would separate one day.

GenRE has been really fun! There is new scores for me to play; and I am in BASS -.- I don’t know how I actually ended there but anyways, I will overcome that EGTYPTIAN song!! Things ain’t that bad as it seems.

Haha, shall blog soon~

It's how you see it..

It’s been long since I updated…

Hmmm let’s see. . .I went to church today!! The ‘lost’ feeling is gone, I feel redirected. There is also lots of hindrances that keeps me away from God. 

Dear Lord Jesus,

I know that I have gone out of track, thank you for bringing me back on track. I am sorry for my sins and I repent; giving my life back to you again. Set my heart on fire for you. Refine me; mould me; take me and use me as an instrument to reach out to those that are still lost. In Jesus name, AMEN!

We all get lost at certain times of our lives, but always remember that God is always there for you. Yes, challenges may sometimes seem too hard to overcome; but with God nothing is impossible!  One word that always encourages me is the word ‘testimony’. You can never  spell this word without T-E-S-T so don’t lose faith!

Woohoo, school wasn’t really bad this week but on the note that I was sick the whole week really sucked much. Even right now I am still coughing (don’t know whether the medicine got use a not). But anyways, I shall drink more water!!! I appreciated all those who actually SMSed me to show their concern, didn’t expect so many people to texted.

Well, this week’s class was rather quiet, maybe because DAVE wasn’t around?  But I don’t think that’s the point. I realized I get really worked up when people do not agree with me or try to argue back, is ‘this’ a good thing? Well, I shouted at Arthur for the fun of it, hope it didn’t traumatized anyone in class. Other than that I managed to get good daily grades. So I am a HappyBoy1994. But tomorrow got UT2- Sian. . .so much for youth day..

I shall go and study for UT now.. *Heaving a sigh*