MY 86TH.

This will be my first post in 2013! 

I have come a long way to be able to post my 86 post man.

To conclude 2012, it was a year where I truly learn more about my strengths- where my limits is put into the testing. This is especially true when I apply it to life. I honestly do not even know how did I manage my time- balance study, work, church, IG and relationship all at one go! I really thank God for sustaining me through times that hurts so bad, not forgetting times when he is so faithful to me. It really by grace that I am where I am now. And at the end of the day, I'd want my life to be a testimony to many. To allow them to see that Christianity is not a religion, but a relationship with God, Jesus and the Holy Spirit. 

2013 will be a year of change.

And if I may, it will be a change from the inside out.

Anyways, I want to thank everyone who've supported me through the ups and downs in 2012.

So I specially designed this to thank you all!

Of course, this design cannot be compared with designer's standard, but its the thoughts that counts.

Photoshop does wonders! Haha.

BYEBYE 2012.

Right now, I am supposed to be more free in terms of schedule. This is because I finally passed down my role as Marketing & Event Manager and Acting President in GEnRe to my juniors! It has really been a long journey for me ever since I took up the role. I learnt a bit of everything here and there- from designing of posters to planning and executing events. Most of all, I learnt people's management- it is really not easy working with people when objectives and goals are not aligned. And through this 1 year in role, I learnt the need to communicate to one another and understood the importance of team cohesion. Anyways, I am glad it is over! Now, I just hope the current committee would help GEnRe soar to greater heights! And so, I being a new journey as student adviser for the current committee- as much for passing down. Haha! I just hope I will be more help then a drag to them.

In terms of school, I finally finished the two proposal that I have to write! Gosh, I really hate writing proposal and report now! All the time I spend to write it is really not worth it; I mean I'd rather do exam papers then replace it with reports?! And for now, I am looking for to holidays in about 3 weeks time! For now I will start mugging hard to make notes and start studying for UT3. Hopefully, I will be able to pull my GPA higher. Anyways, I am planning for the following event to raise funds for the needy students of my school in conjunction with one of my event operations (one of the module I take)!

HAUNTED SCHOOL!

FLOORBALL! 

I am so glad that my class managed to get sponsors from 77th Street! So now, we only need to raise as much funds as possible! Hope all the planing will not go to a waste! Especially when we spent so much effort trying to fight for the logistical requirements of both the event!

With school aside, I went for MBS scholarship interview! Surprisingly, I managed to pass the interview despite my "below expectation" performance. Nonetheless, MBS is still considering if I should be taken in. Well, for me I guess the experience is not bad- besides MBS is by far the best place that my school can offer other than SIA and RWS, so why not? Having said that, my struggle is that I might not have the drive to study university after going for army and then finishing the bond with MBS (if I get chosen); I will then be around 23 or so when I go for university! So old..by the time I get a degree, I will be 25 already. LOL! I think too much perhaps? I should just commit everything to the Lord, if it's for me, who can be against me?

Personally, I think I am happy. But because of circumstances, I am quite down. Recently, I have a so called "argument" with my brother on him dropping-out from school. Of course, as a brother, I didn't agree to it because he is suppose to study! But somehow or rather things didn't work out for him for some reasons (which I do not know why)- this is the frustrating part, because I do not know the root of the problem. As much as I want to rectify this thinking his, I couldn't..because at the end of the day, it's his life, his journey and his choice. Right now, I guess I can only pray for him..And then, my mother dropped me a text saying that she miss us. Sigh, I also am not sure how she is doing now. So now and then, I'll try to pray for her. 

Sigh....

Anyways, I was really stress about everything that was going on in my life. And one thing that I didn't really speak much about has to do with one of my close friend. Somehow or rather, I drifted apart from her because she had a boyfriend. Hmmm, it sucks to not be able to make fun of her like I use to nor fight with one another just because the boyfriend will get jealous and then argue about it. And there goes my 6 years worth of friendship. If I were to say I feel replaced, it's not entirely true. Maybe I just need time to adjust myself, I guess? Haha, life goes on!

To end off, I want to say, God is the same today, yesterday and forevermore.

And hence, I want to say that...

Faith should be a journey with one destination, but many routes.