Tuesday, July 23, 2013

#100

I went online and did this personality test. Not sure how accurate is it though...

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun, people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/ boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge the book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex find this very attractive, and that's why you always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship?

Your views on education:
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job. Doing just that and you will be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are very concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true-self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be clam and still, but never for long.

Sunday, July 21, 2013

#99

I currently have many thoughts in my mind now especially after today's youth leader's meeting. It was quite emotionally intense and everything that is happening started to be so real when we are bold, transparent and open enough to talk about it. I have come to a point where I really do not have answers. As much as I want to see things happen, I know the change must come from God. 

I still have the vision of TDY being an active youthzone with all of us passionately serving God as one big family- feeling belonged and always encouraging one another. I really miss those times when we come together during Saturday for youth service and having fun playing dodge ball and all the games we could think of. I hope I didn't scare my CG members when I said I would consider leaving the church if this continues because there is no point in me being here. However, during the meeting, after seeing how Becky is also so affected by everything, I realized I am not the only one struggling.

I also agree with Clement that I'm also sub-consciously more "together" with people in other churches. Come to think about it, when I saw how other youths from other churches so happening, I cannot help to think why not my church? Well, I am really trying...and I will pray that we will all try, to try and make it happen through prayers and deeper commitment with one another...because the last thing I want to see is this family slowly drifting apart and everyone leaves one by one.


"Relationships are important. 
Relationship needs time and cultivation.
When relationship are healthy, the enemy has little chance to divide or discredit.
Big bloopers will soon be forgiven little hiccups will soon be forgiven.
We will enjoy deeper commitments to one another.
To stand through thick and thin, success or failure, for better and for worse."
(Quote from Pastor Khong, FCBC)

#praying #fasting #leggo

Wednesday, July 17, 2013

#98

BUSINESS LAW CLASS :(
WHY AM I EVEN SMILING :(
I am currently feeling really stress right now because of the need to do well for UT2. Sigh, I have no idea how I managed to get 4 "C" grades for UT1- which is so, so, so demoralizing. If this continues, I probably cannot maintain my current GPA anymore! :( And I have so many things to settle...

1) 2 Reports
2) IGNITE! MARKETING
3) UT2

Well, I'm just gonna give it my best because it's still too early to paint the conclusion.
I shall remain hopeful and give-thanks.
SHALL. WORK. HARD.

God, please help me.

Monday, July 15, 2013

Thursday, July 11, 2013

#96

A sweet encouragement from a special someone in my club.
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Hello Teckguan,

Thank you for helping us in all our work so far. Thank you for feeling stress together with us too hahah ! x.x Hopefully your patience and anger management are getting better because of us ! (: Blessing in disguise hahah !

Anyway, if you have the time and energy, can go listen to Once Again ! Nice song you can worship with ! Hahaha :D

Looking forward to Camp ! & no, let's not worship together... hahah !
In the meantime, good luck for all your UTs ! May God grant you wisdom as you do your work and get yourself busy for ignite! Take care of yourself and don't fall sick anymore ! (:

ADORA (:
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I know that it is not easy working with people whom you don't have any chemistry with- but the Bible says we are suppose to be overcomer right? So, I personally believe you will be able to do. I will always keep you in prayer! I hope you will write a beautiful chapter in your journey of understand yourself and walk even closer to God. Like I said, I am always 8 numbers away whenever you need me! :)

Tuesday, July 09, 2013

#95 JUNE


June is finally over! This month is seriously packed with activities man! But I am really glad I pulled through because there is this sense of satisfaction which I cannot put across with words. So I am just going to breeze through what I did in the month of June!

2 June- Very Special Arts
USHERS AND ALO CREWS!

3 June - Rachel's Birthday
THE ONE AND ONLY CAKE!
SURPRISE! 

5 June- MKFC @ West Coast Park

7 June- Student’s Investiture 2013

9 Jun- Annicia’s Buffet Treat

12 June- GEnRe Sentosa Bonding
MY TEAM: DON'T KNOW.
EVERYONE! 
13 June- Dreamspiration with Service Learning IG

14 June- Adventure Cove IGNITE! 2013 Bonding

15 June- Bible Study Class

19 to 20 June- MCEM, BL, TTM UT1 Paper

18 to 20 June- Youth Encounter @ Paris Ris (BUT I DIDN'T GO FOR ALL THE DAYS)

22 June- Fruit Festival @ Emmanuel Church

22 to 23 June- Clash of the Bands
TALENTED THAI SINGER!!
CREW TEAM!
29 June- Vine Reconnection

And of course not forgetting my guitar practice which falls on every Tuesday, Thursday and Friday. We are practicing really hard for our annual concert!!




 This month really did make me realized the importance of time management, prioritizing and “learning to say no”. Time management is really crucial because I needed to balance between the events, my resting time, social time, study time and my own time- which sadly speaking; I am not good at it. And learning how to say “NO” is also key- reason being I cannot be at two places at one time right? I cannot imagine my life as an intern in MBS- the thought of having the probability of not being able to be in church on Sunday is quite sucky cause I don’t get to see my TDYs..Sighhhh.

GEnRe Annual PERFORMANCE!

God is good, all the time!
Busy July ahead~
Till then! :)